Bored? wanna watch some nice 2012 dramas? not too late!
Here to introduce...

Now currently showing:

Korea drama: 闭嘴!花美男乐队/ shut up flower boy band (till ep4.....)
Taiwan drama: 粉愛粉愛你/ I Love You So Much (till ep2...)

and also these ones....

Still showing:
Taiwan drama: 萌學園3 魔法號令 (love Ah ben =D) (till ep21...)
Korea drama:
Flower Boys Ramyun Shop
Dream High 2

Still my Favourites:
Heartstrings (last yr) & He's/You're beautiful (2009)
bcos of Jeong Yong Hwa from CNBlue!

cheers! =D

I love this song.. while I listening to the chorus, i thought of my Good friends..

I love the lycris.. esp the chorus part and 因為我們就只能活那麼一次 就那麼一次!

Like to share with my past and present Good friends!

Hope you like this song too!



《給朋友的話》

演唱：張棟樑
詞：管啟源 曲：宇珩 導演：賴映伃

看著 朋友在潔白的病床上努力 呼吸
窗外 藍天白雲是個美好的天氣
提醒我 要快樂 不管生活多難
儘量樂觀一點

不要等到 只能懷念
好朋友要常常見面
訴苦說笑玩樂或純粹抱怨
說完就好了
又是 新的一天

不要等到 改天再約
誰知道有沒有改天
總是推說工作忙碌沒時間
夜深了卻失眠
倔強的以為只是偶爾的寂寞
是真的寂寞

香煙 戒不掉的話也請你要少抽 一點
愛情 不順利也不一定就要放棄
要相信 那個人 只是還沒出現
幸福還有很多機會

不要等到 只能想念
想見誰就直接一點
那些當初自己沒有爭取的
你能怪誰呢
不要 重蹈覆轍

不要等到 再過幾年
想做的事都在眼前
到底還有多少青春可浪費
你怕不怕後悔
因為我們就只能活那麼一次
就那麼一次

不要等到 改天再約
誰知道有沒有改天
總是推說工作忙碌沒時間
夜深了卻失眠
倔強地以為只是偶爾的寂寞
是真的寂寞

Hello ppl! CNY is coming... wishing all my friends & @BC a happy year ahead..!
I realli dislikes CNY.. but still, it must goes on..
Jerry went back to malaysia.. friends were busy with work & stuffs?.. but i am so free!

Anyway on 18Jan i officially start my full time job.. as a bakery artist at Fresh Bakes.. its a small scale shop located at bedok north.. the past few days i was helping out in the CNY pastries.. n Mimi (my boss) taught me the basics about fondant cake.. I even tried it out myself.. somehow I find that it is really a long way to go Man! Arts.. Creative.. To design.. Woah.. die =x But i will realli jiayou to take time to practise n learn... My boss is so nice to me.. She wants to train me up.. so I must do my best! YEs! Really love this job.. although i dont have much colleagues, and time flies very slowly during working hrs.. And i will be facing fondant n fondant working with me every now and then.. but still I will put my heart into it.. I will achieve this experience n hopefully my dream can come true b4 30 =p

Well.. sometimes I really do miss my past workplace.. although the working hours, pay, location and workload is so much beter now.. I still miss Da Jie Lynn, ZhengHua Da ge, GuoCheng, Xiong, Linda, etc etc very muchzz...

And I am also in another temp job as a data collector... woah damn workaholic! arghhhh...

ANywaY life is getting more n more exciting! JiaYou le! Take care~~

TPP Deli colleagues BBQ farewell party for me on 4dec11 Sun =D

AGAIN! I gone missing for 4 months and 10 days!
ARGHHHH!!!!!
Anyway I AM BACK!
I am really back!
Gets my blog kicking yea!!!

Past few months was busy with work... earning money... spending so much time on work and neglected health... Had been sleeping liek only 6 hrs a day.. even for off day... Thank God I didnt neglect Him.. still @BC and I love my church! =)
Many many things happened and new challenges coming up~

1. Resign from Tampopo Deli
Finally i tender my resignation and my last day will be 20dec2011!
This has been a difficult decision as I love what I am doing, I love my colleagues, I love my work environment and I love my Sundays off.
But God has lead me to another new challenge coming up next yr Jan.
I found a new F&B related job through TP intro.
I got Sundays and Mondays off and 8 hours of working each day.
issnt it great?
meaning: I have more time for God & family! oh yea~
But nevertheless, I wanna thank my colleagues individually. xie xie ni men! =D


2. Happy 1 yr 5 months~
Dearly, today is our 17th month today! Till today I want to tell you that I really thank God i met you and got together with you because you took care of me well and you understands me. I pray that God will bless us through and we must jiayou for our future & for Him~~
=)


3. Changed Habits
from now on, I must on a regular basis to:
- practise piano!
- exercise and swimming!
- J3 praying session!
where we help one another with prayer request. with pika & dearly every Sun night =D
- Save more money! my coin bank! =D
- Attend PNP, oikos, main service w/o fail and QT everyday!
- Family outing every month~
I must! I must! I must!


JAIME JIAYOU JIAYOU!

God's Corner:
You have taught me to see the beautiful side of beings. I am for You.
Let me be only for You. I really want to do as much for You.
Lord, if without You, what then am i for?

Everything is going on so smoothly that I felt.. It's time to come out from this comfort zone and make a difference, in my life!

I don't wanna live a life of regrets. Looking at my past posts, how much I missed out is really enough.

Trust me this time I'll give an answer. It won't be long.

Hi People!

I'm back!

I'm back in blogging after 4 missing months...

haha!!

As many know, i didnt resign from my job. But i get sundays off from now on~~
Means i can use this day to attend church, meet up with my friends and have breakfast with my family.. really felt thankful and great~

9june was my bday.. i thank everyone for wishing me using hp/fb/in person/with presents =D
And i also thank all who came for my bday gathering on 4june~
wish to have more outings and gatherings too~~

I wish all my friends a happy working/studying life.. Although work is tiring and stress, i still enjoyed my work as a pastry cook. I must jiayou to fulfill my dreams

Life is still long and going to be more exciting,

with God's blessings

=)

take care everyone i will be blogging from now on more frequently ya~~

I think my blog supporters are decreasing!!!!
I realised that friends around me no longer update their blog so frequently or never!
That's sad!
Because I can't update with their life and stuffs!
I miss you all, my friends~~
Did you eva miss me then?

haha....!

And that makes me more wanted to share my life with you all!

Number 1 big info: Resign
My resignation date has been confirmed by Me! (shhhhh....)
And then come next will be BC Church camp, taiwan trip, new jobs and challenges, more time for God, piano, friends and dramas.
Thats so cool & great, uh?
I'm so looking forward to resigning (to complete my promised 1 yr experience)
Pray for me that I'm able to endure till that date, or even enjoy my last few months there~

Number 2: Long-term Part time Job
For 2 years already (4 times a year), I've been working part time for Cindy on the data updates of cough syrups. That helps me earn quite a bit too~ Thanks wilcent for helping me too~

Number 3: The reason I pick up piano playing
Since young, I love music and singing.
(although with no courage to sing on the stage facing the audience lol)
I joined band playing clarinet for 2 years (due to some conflicts with band mates n teachers, i left )
After which, I falling in love to going kbox & Ktvs.
And I love listening to sentimental music, classicals..
Then in my poly days, I knew about Jesus through Karchun (Hope Church), and through Luwena (pikachu's boss) I continue going to Seventh day Adventist Church to gain more knowledge about Jesus and church.. And one day in 2010 last yr, I knew a great friend named Andrew who brought me to Bethesda Cathedral Church which I fully convinced, I received Christ and accepted the Truth that Jesus is Lord, I am a sinner that Jesus had saved me from death, and our eternity home is in Heaven. From there, I started to fall-in-love in listening and singing worship songs and found out that Music can stir up one's heart for God.

For me, music shall be use to express the love and praising for my dearest Lord father. Because He is so worthy of our love (although we are not worthy for his, He still sees us through each day)

And so.....
I've been learning Classical Piano from Ms Lee (Yamaha sch teacher) every Wed (my off-day)
&
my many many years gd friend since secondary 5, Lewis (of Grade 8 level)

Thank you for ppl who are supporting me...
Wanting to learn Piano is always a dream for me since young.
But due to financial difficulties (sch fees n buying a piano), i give up this dream.
Yet today, I'm learning well (since Aug 201o)
I believe that nothing is too late until you really try it!
I believe with God's blessing, I'll be able to play beautiful tunes for Him very very soon~
And this has now become one of my goals....
that someday in the future...
I want to sing for You, play for You and even lead ppl to You through Your creation of music Do-Re-Mi.
=)

The reason why I choose Jesus:
Because....
I am created as Jaime. I want my Creator to be my only God.
I want to live a life of meanings and truths
I want to live my life by Faith and not by fate
I want sufferings and death to end
I want a new beginning
I want to sin-less
I want to be like YOU!

I've never be 100% more confirmed that this!

So I want to share my joy with you, my friends!
And I pray in Jesus name, you shall experience Him soon, even today!
Amen.
=D

With loves,

Jaime (Hapi-alwayz)

So many things, so little time.

Everyday is work, work and work.

I really dislike HER
i.e. N.S.
But have to endure...
Why am i enduring...?? for who am i enduring???
Its not worth it.
I'm so selfish... selfish... selfish!!!


When is 9may2011 coming..... soon?
(for the 1 yr of work experience)

When can my good days be back???

Bad dreams. Bad work. Bad health. Bad hairdays. Bad times and days.
B.A.D =(((((((


God, I miss you.
Take me away, even my life.
I'm not worthy... I'm so hopeless
='(((

Just 4 words for Now.

I WANT TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy bday to Ronald on 22dec10. Glad that the durian cream cake i made passed =) Had an enjoyable and great day at ktv & pool with Ron, dearly & 916~

Thank you edmund ge ge for sharing this on his blog. I understood why God put me into so many trials and troubles (perhaps more than other ppl i knew).
Therefore no matter what happens, we must WIN the war! =)

The troubles that we face each day
Reveal how much we need the Lord;
They test our faith and strength of will
And help us then to trust God’s Word.
—D. De Haan

As God is Good, All the Time~

Okay back to my life...

Its now a New Year of 2011~ My fav no. 11~
But it is not a good start of the year for me..
I've bad headache, sore eyes and sprain my hand wrist- which result me decreasing my speed at work and no piano lesson =(
However, I'm recovering.... Thank God, thank Jerry, thank my family and friends for your care that pulls me through.

My best working hours record is on:
23Dec10 8am to 10pm with 1/2 hr break
24Dec10 6.30am to 10pm with 15mins break
25Dec10 6.30pm to 6pm with 15mins break
Nice Christmas for me?
Nope.
Father God, I promise ya this year I'll not spend Christmas at anywhere but in Your hands.
I promise!
Because I'll be quitting Tampopo Deli after gaining 1 yr of exp there..
(this yr May =D )

Thank Dearly for accompanying me to work every morning since 23dec.
You are really so-dez sweet to sweetheart =D
Loves~

Although it is tiring and hard, I still pull through.
Went to SDA church with jerry and pikachu jie after my work on 25dec.
Really miss the food and church services there.
Well... I oso miss BC... but...
Anyway, God is really great. I experience great things through Him.
Try Him today! =)

Jaime's bad encounter of the year: Food poisoning 12dec-13dec

Arghhhhhh!!!
i just recovered from a virus infection invading in my gastric... that cause me to vomit 3 times on last sunday... this is to say last sunday is my most tong ku de day in 2010!!! =((((
rEALLY TONG!!!
As usual i went to work in the morning... Natsume San, Zheng hua and I were still chatting away about opening a cafe in china then work for her etc etc... suddenly 12pm+ when i'm still making productions for the tarts, my gastric started to feel pain... pain... painsss! then i run to the storeroom and vomitted... Knowing that work is busy i can't stop.. so i ta han till 5.30pm... 3pm lunch break i just lie and rest nv had any food... so tong ku ='(
After work went home i vomitted again. So then dearly pei me to CGH A&E see doc. I had fever and muscle ache too. Fever hits to near 39 degree c... then down again and up again.. whole night can't slp... toss and turn sighhhhhh. So i took MC on Mon.. went to visit Dr Yuen. He is the best doctor I always go see him when i sick one.. When I was there, the clerk see my face all green one.. then i look into the mirror omg i'm liek... after taking the precription she pass me a brouchure and says God loves you, so comforted to hear from her. God loves ya too =)
my stupid company only recognise Govt MC.. private cannot.. so i didnt get mc on tue.. I got an injection for my gastric pain and after eating the med + dearly n pikachu n mummy de care n methods.. I'm recovering.... so i went to work on tue! so fast?! Yes.. cos work is realli busy.. now the whole tampopo Deli pastry side only left me, zh, samantha, natsume and hikaru.. many many new outlets (taka Grand, 313 tarafuku, Central tsuru tsuru tei) so must make more and provide for outlets too... everyday work 8 to 8+pm~~~~

I've realised after becoming a working adult.. I'm becoming responsible for my job =)
Altho i'm weak, never been eating for past 2 days.. I still work for 8-8.30pm!
This is only possible through God's blessing. I survived through His strength~

I hereby thank many ppl for their care n concern. Esp dearly, pikachu, 916, Yy, lewis, David, kaiming, my work colleagues, my ex-church friends. Thank you! =D

Because... no matter what happens to me..
I'm STILL SURVIVING!
haha.

and OF COURSE!
Thank God for everything that happened.
You are the Best~

I.shall.not.touch.pork.and.sea.food.any.any.more~

=)


Jaime's wish for 2011: I want a F&B job off on wkends & pH!

You know, this verse always give me hope that never dies:

''With man this is impossible,
but with God all things are possible.''
=)

Amen!

Happy bday to dearest bestie aka nuer aka CF!
9Nov2010

(Sorry for the late upload.. haaa)

Last month Nov OT gao gao... sleep time bao bao... (understand?) lol.
But when i check my pay.. a smile came to me.
Arghhh my hard earn pay!
Maybe i've regretted spending so much money in the past on my hair >_<
Now I want to grow back my long hair!
=)

What happens and busy-ing recently?
- Recently during nov i brought a piano.. and i got my gd friend Lewis to give me lesson during my off day =)
- Recently one of my colleagues kevin got sack due to absent from work w/o mc.. sad for him =(
- Recently i always take cab home after work lol!
- Recently i've fingers exercise (piano) almost everyday!
So i say...
JJ= Jaime jiayou
Precious I Always Need yOu = PIANO
This will be my long term investment...

btw friends, My off day is fix on Wednesday if u wanna ask me out =D HAHA!!!

Jaime!

Continue to jiayou!
Miss all of you friends! =)

church. universal studio. kbox. Pool. swimming pool. Golf. badminton. Tennis. Cycling. ECP. Besties.
I miss all!
hahhaaaaa

Hi friends!

I'm back @ blogging!

=)

I miss everyone. I miss my besties, my BC church friends, my A7J2!!!

I miss attending service, pool, kbox, and friends' gathering.

But due to my busy working life, everyday work 8am to 7pm or even later....

my life is like this

wake up--> go work --> at work --> after work take bus/cab home --> go home hv dinner n bath --> sleep.

only for off day i go for piano lesson, shopping, stock up food supply and for family/bf.

So my church friends were asking me..

how are you jaime? where are u? Y u so long nv come church?

I'm sorry and i disappoint God.

But deep in my heart, Father Lord You know I've a goal..

I've plans made for You.

I'll be back. Definitately. 101%.

2 weeks ago, thank God i attended 2 times the discoveries'10 seminar by SDA church.

It taught me a lot of things...

And my motivation and drive for God never dies.

Instead, my motivation and drive formy job is fading.

I really want to quit.

i've worked 6 months + already!

wow!

next job... wad shall i work? that I can be able to allocate time for sabbath, for God, for my family n friends too?

God, lead me. Stay with me.

And forgive me for what i'm doing right now.......

It’s a long long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It’s a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you







This is her feelings now.......

Father, you said its not the time yet... I heard You...
I'll wait for the day... I'll jiayou de!
My tears are not just because I'm sad, I'm disappointed or I'm tired,
but its because I can't wait to do something for you...
I really do..
Did you hear my cry?

Many many things happened in just these 2 months (when I disappear in blog)

haha.

And so... I shall be back.

Stay tuned~

LOL.

Have a great day~

God bless you =)

Lord Father,

I belong to You.

All my heart, my soul and my body.

I trust in every Word You spoke. To me.
In You alone, I find all my answers to everything.

Away from me the devil one.

As My Father will never let You harm me.

He is above all.

He is always with me.

And this I am assure of,

Forever and ever.

Amen!

I.will.never.give.up.
This... I promise You Lord =)

Time to take a break for blogging.
As I've no time to blog cos of my no-life job and busy schedule.
Lol.
Cya around.

The Lord is my God.
He is my everything.
In this world, what is your everything to You that will last?
To me, is Him. His love and grace for me =)
As there is only one way to Heaven.
It is through Christ Jesus.
Join me to the eternity of Heaven, my dearest ones =)

Another week has passed. Time flies~~~

[14July10 Wed]
My off day. Went to mac had breakfast with boyfriend after his work then back home to zzz until 3pm. LOL. so nice to slp~~~ PNP is great, all the time! =) My heart, soul and body were all restored and renewed~~

[15july10 Thurs]
war @ work- 8.30pm to 8+pm.
Today is just so not me. I'm not used being quiet... being not talking... but I just did. Mayb bcos its work.. its just so different at work >_<

But thank God - ''Yet I am still joyful because You told me to.'' =)

You are so not professional.

[16July10 Fri]
I'm so so tired. All my energy are used and finished using all for work...
8.30-7+pm
Didn't go oikos bcos of that =(

[17July10 Sat]
Traffic jam and raining in the morning. Late for work =(
Today is just not my day.
After work 7+pm, dearly came to find me =)
My day are made back by him. haaa.
Had dinner at PS & watched a cute & funny movie ''Despicable Me''
When i reach home n finally get to bed... it was 2am zzzzzz.

My sis say i can go support the korean band 2am le.
cos i always slp at 2am.
LOL!!! lame >_<

[18July10 Sun]
8am work again.. i slp liek 3hrs+?
Heard from 916 he wanna learn how to slp so less from me.. cos he liek everyday slp n slack at camp.. wth...! haaaa.
work till 7+pm. then meet dearly n went to his Sis place for her daughter 2yrs old bday celebration.
His sis's daughter is so kawaii~~~
Grow up sure a lot of ppl woo her one. she so princess-like. haaa!
Then went to airport~
Then back home 2am slp again. zzz LOL.

[19July10 Mon]
8.30 to 7.30pm.
After work, meet dearly at e!hub.
Wanted to watch movie but All were red- full!
lol.
I wanna watch Nodame Catabile - The Finale!!!
2nd attempt already.
But nvm afterall today's meeting is not in vain.
=))
I slp at 1am today! (1hr earlier) =D

[20July10 Tue]
8.30 to 7.
Today samantha on MC. so only zheng hua & me doing the work.
After work, went to salon for hair wash.. I heard my hair saying thank u to me. LOL.
realli dislike my hair after work... oily & disorganised... but no choice work made my hair dry n dirt..
3rd attempt failed! Still havent watch the movie I wanted to watch~~

I love bus 65! hahahaha!

[21July Wed]
Again only me & zheng hua work. (nv count chef cos she always busy with many stuffs)
N again 8.30 to 7.
Everyday 7+ i also siannzzzz...
Work is no life.
Rush to PNP after work.
Of course, late.
PNP is always so great.
Thank you Cheryl also =)

In the stillness of the night,

I heard Your voice.

You said this.

Don't be unhappy. Go busy with your work and stuffs.

But remember I'm always here.

Come back to me when you're tired and weary.

And you will find your rest.

=D
Father Lord, forgive me.
I am wrong.
Because of Work and Boyfriend, I've been spending less time with You.
Now I wanna balance my life.
I heard You. Thank you Father!
I love you Jesus~

[22July10 Thurs]
8.30pm to 7.30pm.
I almost died today morning.
My ...... is so painful >_<

Everyday was so tired.
I close my eyes and can immediately fall asleep le.
Be it in train, bus, bus stop, storeroom rest time, after lunch, sitting down, standing up etc.
N i miss train stops everytime!!!

The night of Bedok reservoir was great~
2am slp today again! HAHA!

[23July10 Fri]
OFF DAY!
After 8 days continuously working to 7+ n slping ard 2am.
slp till 10am tooday. 8 hrs of slp! =D
Wash clothes, tidy stuffs. Rest.
Going oikos n pool later =)

Thank God is Friday!

1july10 Thurs
My off day~
Went to tiong bahru to return the Hp to the owner. He kept thanking me n say i'm v. kind. I passed him a letter.. inside wrote what God spokes to me that I wanna tell him.
A wish for you i shall pray, may you come to know the Lord soon as I know that this meet wasnt just a coincidence =)

went to orchard n eat marche n kbox with jerry & xue xue =D

2july10Fri
9 to 7.30pm today's work.
I watch Twilight Eclipse today =D
This is definitely not going good ... spiritually. =(((

3july10 Sat
Work is tiring. everyday. 8 to 7+ today.
After work went to meet jerry n christoper.
They brought me to Marina golf club.
I got to play golf for the very first time!
What an experience~
Thx u chris for teaching me how to hold n position myself...
I wanna really know how to play one day! Yay ONE DAY haaa
Then had supper n home sweet home =D


4july10 Sun
The devil is trying to tempt me to have fear... But Lord is always with me, protecting me =D
8 to 7.30pm work today... arghhh!
N i reach home @ 2+am...
how many hrs i slp a week? Maybe less than a day! LOL!!!
So means.. I work 6 days, slp 1 day? LOL!!!!

5july10 Mon

Happy bday to beebeeeeee~~~ Happy 22! =D

9-7.30pm today work. zzzz
I got ulcer, sore throat, back pain, leg pain, pain everywhere lol..

you are so sweet~ =D

6july10 Tue
Working with Zheng Hua and Gavin was great~ =)
Father Lord, show me the way. Enlighten me. I don't know should I continue after the 3 months probation...

I know that I'm spending less time for God... cos of this job.
And I also spending less time for QT with You due to too tired out...
How could I?!!! =((
Father, give me the spiritual strength that I'll always be desperate and hungry for your word~

7july10 Wed
Maybe I should learn and also improve on my skills more before I quit?
Yes yes i must improve myself! I must enjoy my job! =)
After work, went to PNP. Ty David for pei-ing me =)
N we had supper @ mac after that.
Great, I'm so tired...!

8july10 Thurs
Natsume San is back~
I still feel the same, cos everyday will do mistake =X

The night of ECP was beautiful~
Did you really saw the shooting star? Nice! =)

9july10 Fri
OFF DAY! =D
2am slp. 9am wake up. 7 hrs of slp =)
went to Bioskin for facial.
Then to buy things.
Then cook lunch.
Then make bee's cake.
Then make dragonfruit ice blend.
Then head to airport meet oikos friends for dinner. 916 joined us =)
Then had supper.
Then go bedok reservoir.
Then its 3am le.
LOL.

10july10 Sat
slp only 2hrs. work from 8 to 7.
Then head to meet them at PS. Jerry& cheryl came to find me @ workplace.

celebrate bee'e bday =)

11july10 Sun
8 to 7 again.
After work, meet jerry for dinner n we head to pasir ris park =)
So nice there.. how i wish i have a hse there.. then every morning the sun will shine bright into my hse... n the light will wake me up.. heeee. *DREAM ON* lol.

12.07.2010... I'm attached! Yes I mean, I'm in love~
A paragraph to who i'm attached to...
I'm attached to this guy called Jerry and He is 24 this year, stays at bedok north, full time student at SIM course is accounting and finance, character is friendly and he is very nice to his friends.. nv bang se them.. n he got many 'go up fire, go down sea' buddies, his height is >1.75 weight is <70, bday is 5sept, hobbies is soccer and play games, likes to tease me and pinch my cheeks till I wanna punch and pinch him also, likes to eat anything but not everything, dislikes cheese, pork liver, cockles that i remember, and don't eat quite a lot of things altho i force him to try. LOL!!!! =X

Lord I pray that We'll be tgt happily ever after, be faithful and loving for eternity and if problems were to arise, it will not break us but made us stronger...
And of course, drawing close to You all the time!
Amen.

(This felt like I'm going to get married likedat..... opps.)

13july10 Tue
Work work work...
When is my break coming up?
Hmm i mean a long break..
I want to go travel! haaaaa!

Hi ppls~

wow. I saw that many came to visit my blog~

Good good.

Now I'm here for updates~

From... 9Jun to 30Jun!!!

Haha.. keep reading!

=D



9Jun10 Wed

Its my bday! And also my off day!
Happy Birthday Jaime~~
I thank all my friends & love ones who remb me, wished me, gave me presents, and prayed for me =D

Today i stayed home to rest~ wow so nice! haaa..
And PNP was awesome~
Thx to David my prayer partner and Cheryl who prayed for me~
God bless all of ya!

10Jun10 Thurs

Thank u my colleagues for the present~ I love it =)
Today went to melody's graduation show at Napfa =)
I say... I will consider! =)


11Jun10 Fri

After work went to oikos.
Oikos was great.
But my heart is sadden by sth else...
Thx to edmund ge ge blessed me with the supper treat~~~
N we cab home again^^
2am+ then slp zzzzz

12Jun10 Sat & 13Jun10 Sun

Very blur today. Had a lot of careless mistake at work. so hungry n tired LOL.
After work went to find Jerry and his friends for dinner =)
Then went home slp.. zzzz

Sun work is super busy and tiring =(((
Bedok reservoir wind was awesome =D

14Jun10 Mon

Everyday's work- scoop cake->pudding->clean up. haaaa
wo.zhi.dui.ni.you.gan.jue =)

15Jun10 Tue

I experience God's goodness today!
Ytd I randomly look at bus guide at far east bus stop and I found out that bus 54 got go to liang court directly instead of taking bus 143 n stop at opp. UE square then walk to liang court. And today it was raining v. heavily, i didnt bring my umbrella.
Thank God for bus 54 (if not i'll be drenched)
Thank God I found out this.
Thank God for loving and protecting me from rain =D
Tears of joy i shed to thank and praise You~

I got sth to tell you face to face, one day =)

16Jun10 Wed
After work went for PNP.
I learnt to smile and be happy every moment of my life =)

''Be joyful always''
1thessalonians 5:16

17Jun10 Thurs

I spent $217 on my hair today! lol.
But I love my new hairstyle =D

Looking forward to church camp...!

18Jun10 Fri

Off day! We went to Zoo~~ 28 of us =)
Had fun watching the animal shows, looking at the animals, taking photos, eating Ben & Jerry with Jerry lol. =))

19Jun10 Sat

Went to far east plaza meet up with Cheryl, melody & jerry.
Brought a dress for the church camp dinner. Kawaii =) haaa.

20Jun10 Sun

Today is realli a war day. Work from 8.30 to 8. lol.
After that went to cheryl hse to make ezrel de cake
Thank God cheryl's Dad drive me home =))
It was 2am+ when i go to bed zzz

21Jun10 Mon

Work 9 to 6+ today.
One day at least must work 8 hrs? hmmm.
Went home pack my lagguage for church camp.
Then pass to Jerry help me take =D Tyty~

22Jun10 Tue - 24Jun10 Thurs

Today is a good good day.
Work till 6pm then cab with Jerry to the Plaza take coach bus to KL.
6.45pm to 11.45pm bus ride =)
When reach there, were told to play Angel and Mortar game.
Jerry n Cheryl same gp while me & Hong same gp.
Had supper at the cafe lobby
Again, slp at 2+am...

Next day,
wake up at 6.45am
Devotion at 8am
Breakfast at 8.30am
Service at 10am Pastor Raymond Mooi shared about building his church at KL...
Then Lunch
Then play games (I didnt realli play cos i got stomach pain that day)
Then meet up with group to discuss a skit
Our gp is to advertise our Mask and the theme is Princess Mask.
Then after that went back to hotel to change. We were suppose to wear a mask and dress to be not recognise.

The Masquerade Night has arrived!
I felt liek a princess today~ with Cheryl~ hee =)
And Andrew and some of my gp members could not recognise me! HAHA!
After the night dinner with games and shows, we had supper again at cafe lobby.
3+am then slp!

Next morning we had breakfast then service.
Realli love the worship songs.
I wanna join MM! one day.....
Then pack up, had lunch and took bus back to singapore.
Reach ard 8+pm
Had dinner at KFC
Suddenly my gastric v. pain
N so took cab home with Jerry.
Prayed to God for healing power and immediately my pain was gone!
Praise the Lord =D
What a day~

Realli enjoyed and love church camp!~~
I realli love is that every morning I wake up, the first thing is God and fellowship. And every night before sleep, is also God and His fellowship~
Looking forward to our eternity in heaven~

I will continue to pray for your salvation =)

25Jun10 to 27Jun10 Fri to Sun

Took MC for 3 days.
Due to strain of back spine...
Seen the TCM doc on fri, western doc on sat...
I needa rest, realli...

Went for ignite conference on friday night.
Had a great time with God- I realli can feel your presence during the worship~
Very special is that the youth leader uses magic to illustrate n teach gospel. cool~
After that we had supper @ chomp chomp and cab home~

I'm not ashamed of the gospel.
I will bring about the message to all nations and proclaim to all that Jesus is Lord.
=)

Celebrated huixin pre-bday celebration at PS on sat night =)
Wish you a happy blessed bday~

On sunday, I finally step into church youth room for the youth service. And bringing along 2 of my dearest friends, Jerry & Ronald =)
Its been 1.5 mths since i step into there.
Rejoice~~ I realli felt so happy to be there again.
Because of MC, i'm able to go church that day.

Father Lord, lead me to the right path that I will be align with you.
I wanna do things that will honour you and give ypu glory.
I wanna impact people around me for your goodness~~
Amen!

I may seem to be just ordinary in MAN's eyes,
But to God, I'm extraordinary.
Thank you Jon for praying for me~

28Jun10 Mon

Back to work~
I had a very nice dream ytd, today n tml. =D
Work was tiring cos my spine still hurts and suan.
I need healing power from You, Lord~

I thank God pikachu jie jie passed her exams with flying colours.
I thank God my colleagues help me carry heavy stuffs and trust for who I am.

Today work from 9 to 8. zzz.

Meet 916 & CF at ion for dinner =)

Are you willing to walk with me, to be touched by God
and to the eternity of heaven?

29Jun10 Tue

I coincidently found a Hp at bus 5 in front of my seat today.
The first thought that came to me was that how am i gonna return to the owner of this Hp?
Search the contacts and found that the Hp belongs to a him and contacted his sis to inform abt it 3 times then she understand her bro lost the hp. lol.
I'm happy that I am able to bless someone like this.
And Dear chun kiat, God wants me to tell you that He loves you~
Be more careful with your belongings okay (reminding myself oso lol)
=))

11771554 =D

30Jun10 Wed

Work from 9 to 7 today, same as ytd...
Starting from this week my saturdays and sundays will be working from 8am le....
My back still very pain =(((

1July10 Thurs

My off day today!
Its a new month~
So lets adopt a new attutide to stay joyful and thankful for everyday that is coming our way~
=))

May God bless you~

With love,

Jaime

Hapi wanna thank these ppl for the lovely presents~

My beloved oikos members, my dearest besties, Weiqing Kor, my colleagues, Lisa & Ezrel =)

I'm sorry ppl, too busy to update my blog right now.

I shall update after my church camp, when I'm free?

Haas.


Take lots care and Miss all my friends alwayz~

Love,
Jaime

Its gonna be a long post!
Since my last journal update was 26may10.
wahaha! Enjoy the reading~
=))

27may10 Thurs
Work was tiring, tough, stress, rushing. I almost died =X
work from 9 to 8 today.

28may10 Fri
Public holiday!
I used to like PH cos can rest at home or can go out n enjoy..
But today... got work =(
And so busy! so tired!
After work, cab down to Tamp point spot education meet with my church friends for our outreach event 'colours event'
Adam and eve were great! The skit was great! =D

Thank to Ronald, jerry, nuer, eunice, william, shin, arielle who came for the event =)
Thank u xue xue for helping me~

today heard a lot of nonsense???
my mouth shall not sin! =X

I actually left my work uniform & stuffs at spot education.
I actually drop the hp jie lend me into the drink and cannot use liao.
I actually took cab thrice today. Go event, go eat supper and back home.
Dots!!!!


29may10 Sat
Had dinner after work at azabu sabo with xue =) Thanks for coming all the way down to find me pass me back my uniform~~
I also like to thank Ron for lending me ur Hp =)

30may10 Sun
V. sad today. nth gd happened today (b4 at night).

1.
Work today was extremely tiring and busy.
I called working now as 'going to war'
Told Gavin abt it he laugh. lol.
war started at 9am n ended at 8.30pm today...

2.
Somebody made me cry today. Awwwww. Why? ='((

3.
I cant go church camp!
I can only get 2 days leave (1 day PH, 1 day off)
sad until cannot sad.

went to meet up with joel, jerry and xue for dinner @ long john silver then we went to e!hub for bowling and pool =)

Saw bearbear on my way up on the escalator.
Bearbear! =D

And guess wad? I took cab home again. LOL.

31may10 Monday
Work was boring, every morning.
So many temptations around me.
But i thank God you are always with me~~
How do I live without You?
=)

1Jun10 Tue
Every morning Satan is tempting me... to give up.
But with God, I got more power to resist than to allow it =D

Low self esteem today =((

2Jun10 Wed
Today work is great. I really enjoyed.
Very rare i had such great feeling at work.
HAHA.

You know, I missed your smiles! really I do! =)

3jun10 Thurs
Today is really a war.
LOL.
finished at 7pm =)
Brought my new Hp- HTC Smart. Please don't lose or spoil again, my precious hp. lol =)
Had dinner at Swensens with pikachu & mummy =)
And back home by... Cab! haha!

4jun10 Fri
Off day~~
went down to courts buy tefal oven with xue today.
then went to eat ice cream n sing k with Jerry and Ron came too.
Cab down to BC for prophetic summit meeting.
Dear Father, I'll work towards your will and yes, I will enjoy my job! =)

After church, had dinner & pool with Jerry & his 2 freNz.
I got to know 2 new friends, Junior & Christoper today =)
Then guess wad? Cab home again! =X

5jun10 Sat
work was okay today. Very fast 9-4pm then had lunch break.
I get to design the small tarts. Natsume San says it was kawaii. Happy =DD
But still i feel i got a lot to learn.. need to brush up my skills. v. lan la must jiayou!
work till 7.30pm.
After work meet up with 916, beebee, nuer, jerry & cheryl.
Had dinner @ watami de pasta at central.
Thanks for the present n the lovely friends I had.
Was sharing some special memories with them.. during our sec sch days, poly days, past times..
Great to have those talk =)

A sense of security I received every time you are with me =)

6jun10 Sun
Work today... sads cos is a sunday! =((( I miss youth service!!!
After work jerry pei me eat dinner & chat =))
N guess wad? cab home again! LOL!!!

7jun10 Mon
Today work till 5.30pm =)
Was so tired I slp in the bus till realli almost dun wanna wake up..
After work went to cheryl hse n made a cake for myself.
HAHA.
Cheryl & her family celebrated for me.
lol.
feeling so special =)
And... cab home! lol.

wanna help me count how many cabs i took these days? lol.

8jun10 Tue
Today only 3 of us working (Natsume San, Gavin and me).
dots!!!
But finish at 5.30pm!
Xue came to find me.
Then Jon, joel seah & bryan gave me a surprise.
Was blindfold from inside the car all the way walk to TM fish & co. and when i open my eyes everyone was looking at me then sing bday song to me...
the feeling is so...
I shock at a moment.
took some time to recover.
But being kept in the dark for so long.. is realli frightening...!
lol.
All in all, a great day.
And we watched a movie- killers. Nice!
AMazing feeling.
Thank u my oikos members..
Such lovely brothers and sisters I have in Christ family =D
Love all of you~~~

Song intro~~

周杰伦- 说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

This is a very emotional sad song.
Love this song.
But I'm not emo.
LOL.
altho listening to this song, particularly to the sentence i bold,
I thought of ya......

I wanna see you smile again!
=D

Okay random.
haha~~~~

=)

beautiful~

One family~ LOL

2 Beloved Ge Ge~~ =p

=D

All graduated in 3 diff years. haa.

My lovely J2~~

19may10 Wed marks our graduation day^^ Byebye to TP~~ Miss J2 loads. great to see them all~ Thank you my lovely friends for coming to my graduation day =)

20may10 Thurs
Thank you for coming to find me at work today^^ We went to eat at Tampopo restuarant =D
Watched a 3D movie- shrek forever after. Watch till wanna slp.. eyes v. tired lol. but a nice movie afterall. Then took bus n cab home. haaa.
I feel that sth is not right.
21may10 Fri
very tired! everyday slp ard 1+ n wake up at 6am...!!! I've sucessfully kicked my bad habit (laziness)! But not enough time to slp oso not gd for health... hmmm...
keep having the intention to quit my job... i want my saturdays and sundays!
22may10 Sat
Church anniversary dinner~ =D
Bestie cheryl is so pretty today^^^
17 5511_1_1 1~~

23may10 Sun
my heart feels so heavy...
This is the 3rd week I've missed.
=(((

24may10 Mon
Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market was great~
***the BD plans*** hehe =)

25may10 Tue
kbox with Ron, CF & cheryl~
The day i lost my Hp (my contacts! all the msgs! arghhhhhh)
I met an unkind soul today. =(
Is this Your plan for me?
I'm gonna be more careful!

26may10 Wed
OFF DAY! wooray =D
Yes thats y i got time to update my hibernate blog..
every wk once! haaa.
I wanna go hair salon. I wanna buy a hp. I wanna meet up with my classmates. I wanna go church camp. I wanna spend time with my pikachu & mummy. I wanna...
I have a lot of wants! haaaa
3 mths n go? or continue....
My career.... No decision yet.

I miss our JES' Crepes~

My besties~

I miss my long hair~~

I miss lollipop~

9May10 Sun

went for the 10.30am service with cheryl. Today I learnt that we shld not dwell in our past as it'll affect what God has planned for our future. Father, I need you in everything of me....

Had lunch with them. Anyway I was glad my friend Andrew was back in church =)

10May10 Mon

Ist day of my Ist perm job!

So far so good.

Thank you to those who wished me all the best, ask me to jiayou, take care, and always supporting me.. u all are so lovely. Thank God for such nice friends I had =)

And I'll jiayou de!

Today my job task is to weigh n mould cookie dough, grate cheese and chocolate, portion up puddings, cut orange wedges and clean the fridge. HAHA. 9-5pm. Time flies~~

Tired! Muscle ache. LOL =X

Get to know Samatha, Gavin, Kevin, Zheng Hua n etc =))

11May10 Tue

Terrible, horrible, stress feeling.

I hate to be tempted. Cos i hate the feeling of holding on.....

arghhh so difficult.

Lord father, I really need you.

I know you are giving me obstacles so to train me to become stronger and overcome my weakness..

But lord will I drift futher away from you bcos of this job?

I felt useless today.

12May10 Wed

Today's work? Orange again. lol.

Went to bedok had dinner with cheryl & melody after work then we head for PNP.

PNP was great.

Lord father I love you, I don't want to drift apart from ya~~~

13May10 Thurs

Today almost late. I ran all the way from bus stop to tampopo deli then punch the card..it was 8.49am! wow lucky. haha.

Cos my work requires me to punch 10mins b4 work if not consider late..

Work is tiring... bored... I feel liek giving up..

But many a times, I know its Satan tempting me to have this idea..

So i shld hold on..

I promised God, jie & myself not to..

wo bu shi yi ge qing yi fang qi de ren! =)

Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

After work, Cheryl n David came to find me.

Was so glad to see them =))

Then went to meet jie at parkway..

took cab home zzz

14May10 Fri

Its my rest day today! Happy!

But when i thought of sat n sun.. jiu sian!!!

Stayed home today online, watch drama then pei pikachu to raffles, tg pagar & 313 to send letters.

We ate dinner at this restuarant called F.I.S.H. not v. nice one lol.

Went for oikos next. Oikos was great~~~

Saw edmund ge ge botak head! lol. but he still v. cute~ HAHA!

15May10 Sat

Work from 9 to 8 today. After work rush down to find my friends- 916, nuer, bee, yy, eueu, anson, sally at SMU.. we played card and boardgames there =)) Then cab home!

I'm guilty today for the sins =(

16May10 Sun

Work from 9-9 today. shiok man. Really tired!

While I was working, I look at the clock..

(oh its 10.30am.. main service... oh its 4pm le.. wonder youth svc how le...)

Receive a msg from idol, he ask me gt come main svc or not.. how i wish i'm there!

Really.... shld i quit my job?

Even when my body is working, my heart is with you lord.

After work went to bedok mac meet up with my church friends.

I miss church. I miss you all~~~

17May10 Mon

9 to 7 today.

Oranges, always. HAHA!

Dunno y i still can't open up to my colleagues... I shld guard my tongue.. I felt Sin =(
After work took cab to spot edu for tietary oikos meeting.

Cab again! lol.

I slp at 2am sharp..

ZZzzzzzz!!!

I felt anger today. But...

The moment I thought of you, smiles will come naturally from my heart.
Thanks for brightening up my day, thanks for smiling =)

18May10 Tue

9-5.30pm today! Early~~
Cheryl came find me for lunch today~~
love tampopo deli de cream puffs~ Cookies~ cakes~ yummy~

Went for dinner & Kbox with Samatha, Gavin & Kevin =)

Loves singing~~~

Off day tml~ Graduation ceremony tml~ PNP tml~

=D

Okay. Come back next week for updates. HAHA. =)

God bless you all~~

Loves, Hapi

=D

On Wed, I went for the 2nd interview to discuss for my working schedule and salary package. Although i get the job, i didn't feel the true happiness in me. Thoughts keep floating on my mind.
Regards to my saturdays and sundays will be eaten up for work. Is this worth it?
As my mind began to tink more.. I felt sad. Really sad.
But on another hand, to find a bakery job that can train my skills and have career advancement, with good working hours is not easy.
I'm really confused.

And yesterday after talking to Cheryl and Kaiming about it, my decision are more firm.
God has spoken to me through them.
And this decision doesn't just come like that.
Lord, when I say I love you, I should really mean it even if it costs me.
Nothing is more important than you.
If having a job makes me less time for You, I rather reject it.
I would rather follow your way than drifting further from you while having the heart desire to want you yet only in vain.
I can't sleep the whole night thinking about this question.
But actually I've decided, You are more important than anything else.
So early morning the first thing i did was to email the HR and tell them about it.
Liz is kind enough to discuss this with my pastry chef and...
She allow me to take time off on sundays!
which means... I'm able to attend services and fellowship just as before!
Whats more great than this?
I'm realli touched.
I believe God has heard my cry and worries all these while.
Lord father I thank you with all my heart.
And I also thank the God's people who are there with me.
I will do my best to do according to Your will.
Je t'aime Jesus!
I proudly said it =)

With you, I'm everything.
Without you, I'm nothing.
For God you are greater than any problems that I faced.
I rejoice and know that this will please you too, my dearest Father =D

Wed..
Watched The bounty hunter this movie. Feeling weird that day which I dunno why. Something is wrong.... hmmm.

Still worrying over... but I know everything will be fine.

Thurs..
I worked from 8.30 to 5.. last day operation for healthtrends tpy philips clinic. Then help to count the med stock and pack up.

I'll miss being a clinic assistant!
I'll miss working with Rachel!

I'll miss the patients and doctors!

I'll miss everything there!

haha!

Fri..

I cried today. The tears contain bitterness. But i shouldnt talk back. I must hold it.
For the tears is worth it when the truth is revealed one day... yup.

went back to the clinic to help clear up everything. And the clinic was handed over to another management. BB healthtrends philips! Had lunch with Donald and Rachel. Thanks for the guidance and care~ Nice working with ya^^

After that went to meet up with pikachu, 916 & yy at expo. Went to the fair and had dinner there. Sea coconut hapi's love.. what a joke! LOL =X

Then head to oikos =)

Today okios celebrate edmund gege's farewell dinner & bday of hoon & hong.

Edmund ge ge u must take care in NS wor!!! haha!
Took lots of pics! haha!

Saturday...

went back to TP to rent the graduation suit with hwee, lihui & cheryl.

Had lunch at KFC

Went to bee hse with nuer to play game & chatted =)

Chatted quite long while eating dinner.. for hmm 2-3hrs?

It was liek when we are back during our sec sch days...

Long time nv update them with my life.. haha =D

I love you, my bestie friends nuer & beebee.

back home by cab haaa!

Sunday...

Went for Main & youth service with cheryl~~

Nuer came for the youth service. Great to see ya there!

I believe God will touch ur heart one day.

Remember, He loves you =D

Then had dinner & watched a movie with them

And back home feeling so tired. haaa.

Enjoyed today! =)

Monday.. Tuesday..

went for the job interview @ Liang court..

met Mr Takagi the founder of Creative food concept.

So honoured to meet him =))

Was tasked to do a skill test.. Deco the cake.. cut the fruits..

hmmm... I tink i forgot how to do piping le.. opps =X

But they are so nice.. still offer me the job..

Guess i needa jiayou! Ya!

And i guess I'll start work soon?

Tml is the 2nd interview.

I realli thank God i am able to find a job that is, related to my field of study, my interest (pastry & cakes), the working hr is btw 8/9am & latest 7/8pm.. (unlike the other chain restaurants until 10+11)...

But but... I hope I'm still be able to attend services & oikos.

God you are a good God.

You will never forsake me.

You always answer to my prayers.
N because I want to be with the One who set me free..

I love the above sentence!

=D

I'm sad today I cried again ='(

How much does my tears worth......

I still believe that you will be able to come to know and accept the Truth one day.

Hi I'm back~ lol. Shall blog abt the whole of last week now~~

19Apr10 Mon
Today i cried. The tears were filled with relief and happiness, and most importantly, the love from God. =)

My colleague Rachel was very sick today with stomach ulcer.. I was so worried sick for her.. and at the meantime, i need to worry abt being alone at the clinic to do everything myself.. This is the ist time Rachel was not with me. Can you imagine how tensed n stress I was? I was afraid i dispense wrong medicine.. I was afraid i give wrong info to the patients.. I was afraid I'm not quick enough.. etc n etc.. Then there was one time that i can't find the medicine to dispense.. at the same time many were waiting for me to register etc.. N i thought of God.. I prayed for his help and immediately I saw the medicine I wanted straight through my eyes.. I cant believe it??? But this is real. His word is true, Matthew 21:22. He answers to my prayer as I truly believes in it =D

20Apr10 Tue
Rachel is back. Thank God! =)
Dr Choo is so... how shld i describe? sadly, he is unhygenic and indifferent to be liek a doctor.. opps. hmmm i tink he need to change his attutide?
N guangming! the bang seh feel is so so not nice to have =(
haaa but i nv blame you, i know u're too busy to help me..

I know I still have a long long way...
As I'm not like others who grow up walking with God since the very ist day..
I don't have the foundation, don't have a strong faith..
But keep growing! I'll grow to love you more =)

21Apr10 Wed

I'm tired today.
After work, pei mummy to CGH for her appointment. Her bones has joined back but now is the vascular veins that cause her inability to walk..
She actually forgots how to walk >_<>

I came across this verses and felt that I should share with those (including myself & pikachu jiejie) having problems in their lives.. Do not be discouraged and give up! =)

Dear friends,
do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.
But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.

1 Peter 4:12-13

22Apr10 Thurs

Dr chew is really...!!! How can a doctor be like this? sigh sigh.

After work went to yew tee to meet Ezrel. Thanks for the gift =) God bless ya^^

Then went to yck meet nuer, joel seah & edmund gege lol

we head to 313 de marche to have my late lunch.. then shop ard and pei them for dinner & I went home..

Today is my uncle birthday =)

n bcos of this i didnt missed the bible study =(

I have a new wish..

My greatest wish is one that came into my dream before..

I saw my whole family went to church tgt to worship Jesus.

This is so sweet!!!

I woke up in warm hearts.

Altho this wish is far from reality,

but I strongly believe that it will come true... soon!

23Apr10 Fri

Thank u Rachel for the breakfast.

Hot milo. wholemeal bread with ham and butter.

one of the warmest breakfast I eva eaten =D
After work, meet nuer for lunch at tpy and went home.

Went to oikos with cheryl.

Today's oikos has fewer ppl but I still enjoyed & learnt =)

As i wonder.. what will I become in years to come as I walk with Christ daily?

How sweet the thought. =)

24Apr10 Sat
Received an email for a job interview next week =D

Thoughts wondered in my mind.

Will I get the job? what future challenges awaits me?

I was so anxious abt it!!! hahaha.

went shopping with cheryl & nuer today =D

Do you know you are my worry now?

I'm so damn worried for you. Where have you gone to? =(((

24Apr10 Sun

I'm blessed with God's teachings and guidance through attending main & youth svc today =D

Today's service was excellent!

After svc, went swimming with cheryl & melody.

Then had dinner with cheryl, david, kaiming & his fren n went our fav place bedok mac lol.

I won the monopoly deal! heee.

God is good, all the time! =))

I love you, holy spirit~~

25Apr10 Mon

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!

A gd day to start with~

with holy spirit living in me~

=))

i.really.felt.different.ever.since.you.lives.in.meeeeee

I'm Happy! All day!

Anyway today i meet 916 for movie- ice kacang puppy love.

Nice movie! but sad ending!

I got a great friend Joel Kiu who blessed me with a spiritual gift today.

Thanks x100!

Father I pray that he will come back to you in no time.

=)

All time for God and his ppl.

Less time for myself.

No time for family...

26Apr10 Tue

I was down with flu today.

Then i rememberd 916 was sneezing every moment during the movie ytd.

He spread the virus to me!

argh!!!

But thank God, with rest, I've recovered.

=D

As the days go by, I'm drawing closer n closer to you~~

Since the day you came into my heart, I can't imagine even a second without you =)

I love you daddy God!

I experienced him today! =D

Jaime wanna thank her Daddy God for today!

And bcos of what happened today, I'm assured you are always with me, guiding me, caring for me, never forsake me when I'm alone, when I face difficulties, when nobody else could help me at that moment, when everything is not possible if I didnt put my trust on you...

Merci my Lord!

=D

I thank u thank u thank u a lots......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12apr10 Mon
A brand new start of the week... but but.. v. tired.. 'wu xin gong zuo'... slp inside bus until i overshot the stop..
Thank God today was not busy.. Received a message from Cindy she asked me to help her collect the 2nd quarter data... great! I got another p/t time... haaa.. But cos i got my clinic job.. dun realli have a lot time to travel.. then i thought of wilcent to help me since he likes to joy-ride.. haaa..

1771551179 4- Created for ya! =)

13apr10 Tue
Work today was not busy also.. After work went to bedok meet wilcent brief him the job.. While briefing him at bedok ntuc we saw a girl oso collecting data from the sweets section.. lol. Then after that went to meet kor treat him eat popeyes =) Kor, thx for buying me the mouse & lending me iphone... u're so nice! God bless ya^^

14apr10 Wed
Another tiring day... what is happening to me? Why i feel tired all day!!!
After work had lunch with Rachel.. Thx for blessing me the lunch =)
I was stuck in playing sudoku.. until headache just to solve it.. LOL!
I was reading my paper and came across the Grand Park-Hotel group having recruitment fair this saturday at Grand Park City hall for F&B kitchen jobs.. So decide to go with cheryl for the interview^^

15apr10 Thurs
Today Dr Vincent Tan sees 40 patients! lol. was so busy today... After that head to tpy had my lunch.. while i was eating, i heard from another table a lady is sharing gospel with a friend of hers =) God is good! Keep spreading and let his love seal into our hearts =D After that went to collect a few datas.. then somehow bcos the weather too humid.. had headache and went home rest.. ate panadol and nap for 2hrs.. After that meet cheryl & melody and also joel seah to go church for bible study.. V. meaningful bible study! After that as usual went to mac had supper & head home.... zzz... tired lol.

16apr10 Fri
Rachel is not feeling well today =( But she still come to work cos of me.. if not i alone wont be able to handle everything... Thx^^
Today break record sia.. only 9 patients! So big difference! haaa!
After work, Donald drive us to tpy pizza hut and treat us eat lunch =)
Was so tired AGAIN, then head home to rest...
Suppose to meet nuer & eueu 6pm for dinner.. but she late! 7pm then come (''_)

Then we had dinner at Pizza Hut AGAIN! lol!

It was raining heavily..

took bus 15 to oikos gathering.. we late!!!

Hapi is so happy that my 4 dearest friends- bestie cheryl, nuer chiafong, hwee hwee & eueu came =D

Love the songs, love the sharing by hoon, love all my freNz, and Love God!

Oikos is great, always~

17apr10 Sat
Altho v. tired, i still wake up v. early in the morning... did some cleaning up and cook lunch to eat.. then there we go for the interview! had a quick chat with the chef, and after the interview is 3pm+ le.. time flies...! Then head to far east had our afternoon tea n meet 916, bee & yy... We walked ard.. yy brought the PS3 for $400+?? wah.. so ex.. If its me, i'll use it for my hair. LOL. =X then me & 916 took bus 36 to pwy meet up with nuer and buy our dinner @ carl junior =) My leg so pain.. got blisters le.. wanna take cab but 916 insist to walk.. so bad! =( haaaa!
Then we walk to teo heng ktv to meet up with eueu and her friends.
Today is a great day!
I got to know 3 new friends- Yuen Sheng, Ronald & Jerry =)
They're v. nice & friendly ppl. And they sings v. well too^^
And somemore 2 out of the 3 lives v. near me @ bedok!
wow.. the world is so small.. haaa
Took a lot of pics... And eueu nuer & me scream a lot at the ktv until no voice to sing.. LOL dots...
After the K from 6-9pm n somemore we late for 45mins (which is defintately not enuff for me to sing lol).. head to eat supper at pwy hawker centre.. Had a chat with them awhile then they meet up with their frenz to watch movie while me, eueu, 916 & nuer headed home cos v. tired AGAIN. haaa!

I wanna sing again! =X

18Apr10 Sun
Whats happening to my brain? I'm feeling so tired liek i had just eaten those med that cause drowsiness.. cause me to miss out a lot things in the morning... i woke up at 8+ initally.. but after eating my breakfast.. suddenly felt v. tired n went back to nap.. then it was 1.30pm when i woke up next! rush to youth svc.. but nv late.. just nice =D
Today service was great too^^
After that attended the foundation class with cheryl.
Then went with them to siglap eat our dinner at cafe cartel..
After that wanted to take cab.. but after a lot of discussions... still we took bus home >_<>

I am so dead tired! =(

BY2- Everytime I look Into Your Eyes

I still hear your voice out front
making them cold
Everything in a mess
Why this feeling turn so cold,
freezing in the darkness, so alone.

Everytime I look into your eyes,
I can tell you our love is still alive,
it's killing me,Oh Baby~
Everytime you look into my eyes,
I rather hear the truth than live in all your lies
I'm so lost , I'm so hurt for you,
how could I survive?

Would it be the very last kiss?
All these memories, all the sorrows stay or gone.

ECP was great. Fellowship was great.
Hair salon, hairstylist, hair cut were all good.
My friends were great.
The service was good.
God is Good.
Everything was great^^
Except.........

Anway.. lets work hard for my 5 goals in life!
Let us all work hard! Jia you~~~

Hapi will always be happy~ Yea~~
As long as you are happy, I will be happy too =)

TGIF! I always love Fridays cos of Oikos.
I also love saturdays cos of fellowships.
And I love most is Sunday cos of worship & service~
But then again, its not enough...!
I must continue to grow my faith and walk close with him 24/7~~

Simple love this song so much... I don't mind to sing it 100 times & more! =))

What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus...
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus...

Oh precious is the flow
that makes me white as snow
No other fount I know
Nothing but the blood of Jesus

Lord father,

with thankful and repentant heart,

I'll always keep you as priority in me

and will never let you go, again.

Because its you who completed me,
blood for blood, life for life.

And Its you who blessed me all along.

Anything, everything, all-in-all

is related to you, my lord.

Keep me safe in you

in everything i did

that may glorify you

(Je t'aime)

Amen!

For some reasons,

never to iniatite a start if you dun wan it to end.

Yup.

Let this be like this and I'm happy enough~~